It sounds like you’re torn between the pain and hurt you’re feeling right now, and the love you have for her. You’re scared to let her go because you’re worried that you might regret it later and end up losing her to someone else.
That’s a really vulnerable and honest place to be. It takes a lot of courage to acknowledge your fears and doubts.
Here’s the thing: you can’t control what might happen in the future. You can’t control whether she’ll be with someone else or whether you’ll regret letting her go.
What you can control is how you feel right now and what you want for your own life. You’ve said that you love her and you want to be with her, but you’re also hurt and scared.
Maybe the question to ask yourself is: what do I need to feel safe and secure in this relationship? What do I need from her to heal and move forward from the hurt she’s caused me?
It’s not about begging her to be yours again; it’s about communicating your needs and boundaries clearly. If she’s willing to work with you to rebuild trust and strengthen your relationship, then maybe it’s worth exploring.
But if you feel like you’re consistently getting hurt or feeling disrespected, then it might be time to re-evaluate whether this relationship is truly healthy and sustainable for you.
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